22.03.2011

For five years I have been avoiding that place. For five long years. Years of having to feeling disgust because of what you did. Something you never ever had the right to do. But you did it anyway and it destroyed me. Today, for the first time in five years, I had to visit the place again. I did not know if I was going to puke or faint, maybe both? I felt disgusting, as I did that day. You made me feel that way, because of what you did. And you have no idea what impact your actions had on me and my life. I curse the day you were born.