06.02.2011

I will be turning 19 on saturday. I have been looking forward to it for months but now it is like it does not matter anymore. Without the people I loved the most, everything else seem so plain and boring. I have came to the realisation that I do not live life to enjoy it, I live it just so that the days will pass. The more days that will pass, the easier it will get. Simple as that. It is like I am in prison, just doing my days until I can get out of here. Until I can leave this place and all the people that still are here.