20.11.2010

It is always about her, where ever we go. She does not even need to be there for all of it to be about her. It is like my existence does not make a difference because it is always about her. I do not even know if she is aware of how everything is revolved around her. And she seems to have it all without even trying, whilst I try and I try so hard. But failure seems to be on my side no matter what I try to achieve.